Something is Happening

Something is happening.
That is becoming clear to me.
Is it life shattering?
For I’m just not how I should be.

My writing seems so small.
I find I’m cramping up a lot.
I feel as though I’ll fall.
Temperature control is shot.

I can’t co-ordinate.
So much crockery is broken.
I stay awake so late.
I’d sleep on, if not awoken. 

I feel a lot of pain.
Did I mention constipation?
Fatigue hit me again.
This triggers my consternation.

I may often feel stressed.
My migraines are terrifying.
I struggled to get dressed.
I cannot get up from lying.

These symptoms come and go.
And, frankly, there are many more.
To the Doctors I go.
They must perceive me as a bore.

Perhaps it’s in my head.
For there seems no consistency.
My Doctor must see red,
When each few months he hears from me.

But it’s all I can do.
These ailments are so impacting.
I just want an answer.
Clarity that is exacting.

I do not know the source.
This experience makes no sense.
So will I last the course?
Or will I fall at the next fence?


 

It’s true that I am scared.
It really could be something bad.
Yet when I am prepared,
Real information makes me glad.

I monitor myself.
If this is happening to you,
Prioritise your health,
And push your Doctor for tests, too.

Something is happening.
That is becoming clear to me.
Is it life shattering?
For I’m just not how I should be.

(c) Deano Parsons. 2019.

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